Scene

I think…
It’s difficult to let your guard down.
It’s so easy to have a shield up.
This tremendously thick wall.
It blocks out everything, though.
I don’t feel anything from behind this wall.
I’m numb to the world around me.
I think I’m wrong, I don’t ever open up.
What I show the world is exactly what I want it to see.
A window to a scene that I’ve set up for the world to see.
Those places that I’m open, I’m not open at all.
I’ve just built a wall around that place as well.
I don’t know how to open up.
Scrape away at this wall until I can get out.
This moment, right here.
This is no scene.